I am sooo nervous about tomorrow. I have been for some time now and was having major issues with zoning out at work. So, I took the week off and we are waiting for tomorrow's news while hanging out with D's parents in Florida. My bosses were cool with it (love them) and it's been a good distraction for the past couple of days.
But... today I'm back to just zoning out and getting totally nervous. I have little hope of sleep tonight.
Keep your fingers crossed for us.
Also, lately I keep having a dream that turns into a complete nightmare. I dream that I am SweetPea and I meeting my new parents for the first time. It's D and I, but SweetPea is completely terrified. The feeling is so horrible and I wake up sweating and almost ready to scream. The details of the dream change each time. Sometimes we are meeting outside, sometimes it's inside. Everyone's clothes are different from one dream to the next, but the terror is always the same. I hate that dream.
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6 comments:
I am thinking of you today and wishing you court success. I'm sorry about the dream, it sounds terrible. I imagine maybe that it will help you empathize and sympathize with your little daughter when she faces so much change an uncertainty. You sound like such a good mom.
hope you get great news soon, so I can stop being distracted and get back to work
I always read more into dreams than I'm supposed to, I think. I could understand how that would bother you. But, you know, you're dreaming from her perspective-so that's good, right? It means that you're focused on her emotions, feelings, experience more than your own.
I was wondering how you were doing with the waiting. It's gotta be nerve-wrecking. Please let us know when you get news!
Here's to hoping all goes just as it should!
hoping your good news comes quickly!!
Sorry about the bad dreams. That makes you not want to go to sleep at all. Hope things get better soon!
SEE???NO more bad dreams!!!!
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